Betrayed by a Cam Model Friend

This is actually a bit tough to talk about, because it’s never fun to admit that you’ve been backstabbed by a close friend. I’m not going to name her, because I really don’t want to create a lot of drama, but I do need to get this off my chest.

A good friend of mine (at least, I thought she was) asked me a month ago to share my cam girl wisdom with her and help her get into camming. She wanted to know all my best money-making techniques. I wanted to help her, of course, so I went ahead and took valuable time out of my schedule to teach her the ropes on MyFreeCams and LiveJasmin, plus I told her about my super secret social media promotion trick that very few other cam models are using.

Well, she learned quickly and started to make good money almost immediately after starting on MyFreeCams. LiveJasmin, her backup site, didn’t do as well for her, but she still did way better than most beginners do.

Now, just a few days, I discover that this girl approached some of MY regulars that she found on my Twitter and has essentially lured them away from me. Two of them used to come into my chat room all the time, but haven’t been to see me in over a week. I was wondering what was wrong, so I started asking around and found out about her treachery.

She still talks to me like nothing happened, and I’m so much not into drama that I haven’t said anything yet, but that will probably not be the case when I see her in person at a party next week. With a little bit of beer in me, I can be a bulldog, so things are bound to get real.

Stoner Cam Girls

People always like to say that weed kills your work ethic, and I think that’s the biggest crock I’ve ever heard. I’ve been doing pot for years, and it only ever made me feel relaxed, calm, and ready to go about my day. In fact, I can’t even think about facing my day without my morning blaze.

Most cam girls I know are the same way. At least in the camming world, weed can be the juice that actually makes it possible to do the work you need to do. For example, overcoming cam anxiety can be a real issue for webcam models. Sometimes we just feel insecure, or not pretty, or too nervous to log on and have hundreds of people watch us. Weed makes it so much easier to overcome this, and it’s actually probably the main reason I’m able to cam at all, on any given day.

I’m a camming workhorse, by the way, because I’m broadcasting like 8 hours per day, and that’s way more than the typical cam model is online. I cam mostly on Chaturbate, which doesn’t actually allow smoking pot on camera, which sucks, but they often don’t enforce that rule. Blazing on cam can be really relaxing and help me get through a long stretch, especially when viewers are being stingy and not tipping.

Most viewers love stoner cam girls too, because we’re generally more fun and we loosen up a lot more. We laugh, joke around, and really have a good time because the MJ makes everything better. It’s a good thing more and more people are coming around to the idea that weed should be legalized, because it’s really fairly harmless. I mean, alcohol is 100 times more dangerous than weed, and it’s legal.

I love my bong almost as much as I love my dog, and it’s not going anywhere soon!

College Isn’t Cheap

And people still ask me why I felt I had start camming in order to afford college. Some people are so ignorant about the hard realities of life, it makes me mental. College tuition has exploded in cost, and getting a student loan can be difficult. If you do qualify for a loan, you’ll be graduating into a mountain of debt that will take you decades to pay off. That means you start your career as a debt slave who has to toil for eons until you can see the light of day. It’s like the education version of indentured servitude.

I took a long hard look at that possible future and said, “No thanks, Satan, not today.” I mean, there’s no freaking way I’m setting myself up for something like that. I’m nobody’s slave. As a cam model, I make good money for a few hours of work per day, and I can do that work from home. That leaves me plenty of time to study and go to class, and I can afford to do so without having to go into debt. Camming has made that all possible. I definitely don’t regret a thing.

Camming Revelation

This is my first post on this blog, and I want to make it one to remember. In order to do that, I’m going to admit something here that I have kept a secret from everyone I know for a whole year now. I’m a cam model.

Yeah, you’re probably thinking that being a cam girl is no big deal. I mean, getting naked on cam and having cybersex with strangers for a living has become rather passe, no? Well, it’s a big deal for me to admit this because I come from a super religious Southern Baptist family. I mean, my family is just one or two steps above the “God Hates Fags” people, okay? If they found out I’m a webcam model, there would be serious shit coming my way.

I made the decision to begin a camming career due to some financial pressures I was having. I ran out of money to pay for school, and my dad’s answer to the problem was that “God would provide.” So, yeah, I guess God provided by pointing me straight to webcam modeling, and I haven’t looked back since.

In just over a year, I’ve made more money than I ever made over several years working at a fast food joint. I get to work from home and set my own hours, which is the best thing about this job. Well, it really isn’t a job, actually, it’s more like a business. I’m responsible for branding myself, finding viewers, monetizing traffic, and all that cool businessy stuff.

I don’t see myself being a cam model forever, but for the time being, it’s awesome and I love it. I wouldn’t even care too much if my family found out, come to think of it, because nothing would change. If they couldn’t accept that this is my life now, then that’s on them. I really feel I’m on the right track now, so I’m going for it.

I’ll be posting more about my cam model life in coming blog posts, so look out for that!